Monday, February 26, 2007

A girl I worked with died today...

Georgia Is in Gods'a Loving arms now. She passed away at 12:28 A.M this morning.
Please keep her family in your prayers.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Which Serenity Firefly Personality Are You?

Your results:
You are Kaylee Frye (Ship Mechanic)
You are good at fixing things.
You are usually cheerful.
You appreciate being treated with delicacy and specialness.

Kaylee Frye (Ship Mechanic)
Zoe Washburne (Second-in-command)
Malcolm Reynolds (Captain)
Dr. Simon Tam (Ship Medic)
River (Stowaway)
Inara Serra (Companion)
Wash (Ship Pilot)
Derrial Book (Shepherd)
Jayne Cobb (Mercenary)
A Reaver (Cannibal)

Click here to take the Serenity Firefly Personality Test

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Remeber kids!

Don't do anything to make you goto prison or else you will get the official t-shirt:

Are You Prepared for Terroism?!

Check out to make sure you are!

*Warning if you do not have a sense of humor please go outside and find one before clicking the link above*

Monday, February 19, 2007

I'm speechless.....

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A new poem...

Crying Heart is the first poem I've written in a long time.

It is but a crack in the shell of that came over me and prevented me from writing for the last few years.

Thank you goes to the people that believed that I would write again. I'm not sure i will be as prolific, but this is definitely a start and sign of change.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007


I hope everyone has a good VD!

26 things a perfect guy would do on Valentine's Day and why they are wrong...

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down!
When will women realize that they don't live on the set of a romantic comedy? Unless making you smile involves me playing video games while you cook me a steak, you're in for a disappointment. You don't think guys ever feel "down?" The door swings both ways, bitch.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
What? Why the hell would I want to smell a woman's hair? It smells bad enough with all the sprays and perfume they use. Enough with the conditioners, sprays, and cream already; that crap makes my eyes water. What the hell is conditioner anyway?

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
Translation: bail you out when you fail at life, but never bring it up during conversations.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.
This one is inherently stupid because it implies that all guys like to watch "the game." Since I'd rather be shot in the chest with projectile diarrhea than watch "the game," I'll assume the author meant something worthy of watching, such as Ren & Stimpy, in which case you need to put the bitch down if she touches your remote.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
Lame. Who has time for this? Sounds like something out of a herpes commercial where some lady is rock climbing or doing something else which symbolizes her independence, then out of nowhere she blurts out "I HAVE HERPES." The music gets all serious and you hear a voice over "...there is no cure," cue inspirational music "but treatment is available." Then it cuts to a shot of the bitch on a beach and a guy runs up behind her and puts his arms around her. Good job dumbass, you're dating a skank with herpes.

6. Play with your hair.
Again with the hair? Women never play with the hair on my back, why the double standard?

7. His hands always find yours.
This is one of those things women read and say "AWW HOW ROMANTIC." I have news for you: holding hands is stupid. Women don't know the first thing about being romantic. Only lesbians hold hands anyway; allow me to explain. The only time it's acceptable to hold hands with anyone is if you're at a peace vigil. Guys don't go to peace vigils, period. If you do, you have to surrender your balls and get a sex transplant because you're a bitch; in either case, you're a woman, and when two women hold hands it can only lead to one thing as far as I'm concerned.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.
Bullshoot. When I want something, I yell. If she can't hear me in the kitchen, sometimes I'll threaten beatings if I'm sober.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.
For your boobs maybe. I happen to have the uncanny ability to massage breasts. With my mouth.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
Let's face it: there are few things in this world more stupid than dancing. Except break dancing, which pirates and lumber jacks would agree is awesome. Other than that, dancing makes me envy cripples.

11. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
See, this is what pisses me off about women: they expect special treatment at their discretion. They want equal rights, equal pay, and equal treatment for everything EXCEPT when it comes to crap like this, then they want you to "react cutely" instead of, say, putting them in a head lock and making them eat ants and/or spiders while you give them carpet burn. Why don't women react "cutely" when men hit them for a change? Oops, I forgot, that's domestic abuse.

12. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
Any guy who would drive five hours just to see a chick for one is an asswipe. If every guy drove around for five hours just to spend one with their girlfriend, we'd fill up the air with so much pollution that we'd all choke on the exhaust, get cancer, and then bake under the sun while our lungs rupture and we slowly die from internal bleeding.

13. Stare at you.
You stupid attention seeking whore, just buy the bitch a mirror, because apparently she thinks that you don't have anything better to do than to sit around and stare at her. If women ran the world, we'd still be searching for the wheel.

14. Call for no reason.
Oops, this one belongs on the list of "Twenty-six things women do that piss men off because they need to fill their otherwise vapid lives with something to make them feel like they have a purpose for existing as they eventually realize that they're pissing their youth away on stupid bullshit like fashion trends."

I can't go on, I'm going to go do something less painful like stick my dick in the oven.


Monday, February 12, 2007


A friend once said when he looked inside me that it's like everything that I once was is locked away in a black box and shoved deep into a corner of my soul.

Honestly I don't think he was far off. I'm currently going through therapy to sort out a lot of things that I have issues with in life. One of the goals is to regain what I felt has been lost due to years of being depressed.

He also said that I need to find the right key to open it back up.

I'm still trying to figure out what this key is. I hope I can find it through my therapy.

Honestly, if I can open this "box" inside of me I know a lot of things will fall into place and I will finally be able to amend things and get on with my life.

"Cinima Air" by The Gloria Record

city swallows trees
and i am responsible
'cause i am indifferent to these things
i got blood on my windshield
and what must be hundreds of movies in my head
'cause i like the glow of the screen
excuses not to speak and darkness surrounding me
and the way the sun feels
when you step out in it after the credits
and float back to your car on cinema air
and please tell the whole world i am here
here to be their hero
with a perfect body and straight teeth
and strings swelling every time i blink
with a perfect body and straight teeth
and strings swelling every time i blink
on the big screen with my big dreams
'cause you know i am the drama king

[This is an awesome song... i love it... a lot]

People are morons...

Ok so I live in the wonderful state do Wisconsin... no really it's not that bad of a state, if you like cows, cheese, beer, and sports... consequently... I only like 2 of those, cheese and beer... I think it's time to move. :p

Anyways here in my lovely state we do get snow, mine you not as much as say Canada or upstate NY (who got firkin 11 feet over this past weekend). Last night it snowed about 4 inches, now we haven't gotten a lot of snow this year so I will give some leniency because it’s like having the first snow fall of the year again.

However… what the hell is wrong with the people that think they can still drive 80mph down the highway? This is why I normally stay home and VPN into work. You would think that people would slow down a little while driving this morning… nope… notta…they just hauled ass right along… it was stupid.

On my drive into work I saw 4 cars in the ditch, 2 accidents and almost was in one myself thanks to asshole jumping lanes in heavy traffic and sliding all over the place because of how stupid he was for driving like that in slick conditions.

Ugh… I just hope that it will be a better drive home

Monday, February 5, 2007

Holy Crap...

Check out Washington Defense of Marriage Alliance website. What that state's legislators are trying to pass is just wrong in my opinion.

If this passes I wonder how many other states will follow suit and do the same.

I just don't have the words to describe my feelings on this other than it really makes me wonder what the hell is wrong with people that think of this kind of crap.

Thursday, February 1, 2007

OMG! Suprise!

The Awakening

My last of four Character Back stories are available to read on Blackout Writings.

With this is the end of my works to date. As I've said, I have not had much in the way of creativity over the last few years or drive to write anything new. I do know somewhere in my various stacks of notebooks and journals half used I have a few untitled pieces.

When I find them or when I write again I will post it.